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I'm sitting in IS 102. I'm glad I am in this class because it's ridiculously easy. For this it's like, 'How To Turn On A Computer 102'. Easy 'A', which it's all about biotches. We are learning about HTML.
I haven't been around much. Well, I have, just not here. On myspace HERE. That's where I live my life. Well, that and at home with Eric. If you want to keep up with me, do it there. I am going to update this every so often. Like once a year/month. Haha.
Anyway, I think he's going to let us out early. So I'm gonna rocket. I am, as usual, going to leave you with a song. This song is sorta for like old times sake. Since I'm still hurting on the inside. Not very much anymore because Eric has been there to help me heal, and shoed me I can love again, but sometimes it still hurts...
"Outside"
Jim Verraros
You wanted to break me
You thought you should make me understand
And your words - they cut so deep
'cause you won't let me be who i am
You took something away from me
And gave me an empty space all alone
Did you know that you pushed me to the outside?
Did you know that you cut me on the inside?
If you could only read my mind, you'd see you made me feel
Alone on the inside, alone on the outside
You thought you could break me
You all in circles and me without walls
With your pointed fingers and stories made up
And me pretending it didn't hurt at all
You took something away from me
And made me so used to being alone
Did you know that you pushed me to the outside?
Did you know that you cut me on the inside?
If you could only read my mind, you'd see you made me feel
Alone on the inside, alone on the outside
So where did you go, where are you now?
Where are you now that i've got my crowd?
Where are your so called friends to help you take a shot?
What i did to you, i'll neverknow
And what you did to me, i'll never show
Now you know how it feels to be all alone
Did you know that you pushed me to the outside?
Did you know that you cut me on the inside?
If you could only read my mind, you'd see you made me feel
Alone on the inside, alone on the outside
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ndwatson @ 11:54 am |
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A long time is really a long time
Wow.
I haven't posted since my birthday. So much good has happened in my life, I don't think even I comprehend. My job is going great, even though I hate it sometimes, but don't we all. I mean come on, they sent me to Minnesota and gave me a big raise.
Word.
School is ok. It's school, school is never great. Hmm. But it's going a lot better then it has been.
Carrie Underwood won American Idol and her CD is fantastic. Everyone should by it. Even if you don't like country. Lindsay Lohan's new song is depression, the rest of her album sucks. She tried to cover Stevie's Nicks' 'Edge of Seventeen'...perhaps the worst cover ever ever ever.
Most importantly, I have the best man in the world. He is amazing, he makes me happy to be alive when I wake up. I love him so much. And it's good to feel that in return, he loves me back. He got my life back on track. We both work at Best Buy, how cute is that, ya know. Everybody says we're so cute, and not 'you should leave him' so I must be doing this one right.
Saw that there is a new independent guard in Knoxville, FUEL, wish I could be apart of it. I spun my rifle for the first time in I don't know how long yesterday, and I got really depressed. I miss Saundra, Leza, and Jana. I have yet to apologize to Saundra, Leza, and Jana. I'm going to do that, by god, by the end of the year. Redeem myself somehow. Saundra was always there for me. Those 3 got me through the roughest time in my life...
Ok, I have a Spanish final in a little while. I guess I'm going to jet.
I plan on updating the layout soon...maybe a year or two ;)
You know me..
NoahDW
ndwatson @ 10:57 am |
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So I went to the Kelly Clarkson concert Saturday night, I went with Eric...the new twinkle in my eye. Nothing major, we are taking it really slow, aka, I am taking it slow. I also had the opportunity to meet her, and she is so unbelievable sweet. I was right next to her, I could've reached out and touched her, and she is so down to earth, it makes me want to be famous even more. She said she could here me singing when she was on stage and it was really sweet. Her nephew and I also have the same name except our middle names our different, but same first and last names. We laughed like little school girls about that for a minute, but I didn't have too much time to talk because other people had to meet her. It's sad though because I don't feel like I met anyone famous. I feel like I just made a new friend because she is so down to earth and so not famous acting.
Anyway, sorry about the lack of updates, I have been crazy busy, trainings is Nashville, court dates, visits with the police. Working, working, working.
I moved into a new apartment with crazyawesome Ashley! Woot!
Well, it's my birthday today, so I guess I'm going to go do birthday things.
Talk to you all later!
Yeah...it's still me...you know.
NoahDW
ndwatson @ 03:48 pm |
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Just to let you all know, I'm still alive, lol. I have been going through some rough times. A good friend of mine Alex passed away Saturday night in a car accident. It's so hard, especially when people get involved who shouldn't be. That made it harder for me. The motherfucker didn't even know Alex, just wanted to look like the hero and screw people over like he always does.
I've posted some entries about it on my myspace.com blog http://blog.myspace.com/ndwatson . Anyway, I'm off to do some fun stuff of some kind. I may go get a tattoo with super cool ashley tonight...I don't know yet.
ndwatson @ 06:29 pm |
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Bouncing Off The Ceiling (Upside Down)
Oh lordy lordy lordy...
It has been quite a week for Mr. Noah. A good one. Except for some info I found out today.
Anyway, I don't remember the last time I updated, but I'm doing better then I was. Met a lot of new friend. Went out Friday..got way to drunk. I went out with Brookie though, it was da bomb, met new friends that night.
I just realized I'm not really in the mood to update but oh well. I'm going to anyway. I talk to my friend Eric for the first time in a long time yesterday, we had really good conversation, he came over and watched a movie. Woo! He is so nice. :)
Today I went to Dad's new house for a birthday/father's day dinner for him and my grandparents. It was good, but then I went to my mom's and read my mail. Bad news there, but I can't say what it is, but I will say that someone is going to go to jail for a piece of mail I got. Identify theft is a crime.
Oh well, I will update for, or if you want more info, dial the digits.
Peace...
NoahDW...still the same...
ndwatson @ 08:43 pm |
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Ugh. I am having such a rough time...
Everybody thinks he was an ass, and sometimes he was, but he was my ass for eight months...and I still love him. He's gone, but he's not. I don't know, it's so confusing for me...I can't handle it...I come home lonely and cry and go to sleep...
Ugh...I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say...
NoahDW
ndwatson @ 11:29 pm |
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Kelly, Heather, and Champell
Haha. I love that title.
Anyway, so Heather went to her first drag show Saturday night...she is so funny, I love her. She was amazed, except at the really fat one that looked like a bird/majorette. She also looked like someone we know, but we won't mention names. Then we danced, then we went home because out stomachs were hurting. We had a blast and she's going to come out with me more often!
Second, I found out Kelly Clarkson is coming to town July 23rd! Tow days before my birthday...I know what my birthday party is going to be! Eeep! I'm so excited, I will probably be the one waiting in like at 6am for tickets! I'm such a dork!
That's about it. Work is crazy, Grant got married Saturday and he's on his honeymoon so we have 40 extra labor hours at work, so I'm working like 48 hours this week...insane!
Anyway, I'm off to bed, I open tomorrow...
...Still me
NoahDW
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So I decided last Friday night was a dress rehearsal for tonights going out party. I have had the best day ever!
Went and spent last night with Kiplyn we tried to watch Antz on TBS. We both passed out...oh well. We woke up watched The Golden Girls, The Nanny, and The Golden Girls again. Then we went on a mission for Todd's birthday present. That took all damn day, but it's okay. I had a wonderful day off with Kiplyn. She gave me Hot Shots, and Hot Shots part Duex to watch. I love Kiplyn. She is my new best friend. Hehe. Talked to Haley too. She asked me to be her ring bearer for her wedding, of course I told her yes, and of course I was going anyway. She lives in Cali baby! ;)
Went out tonight. Met up with Ty at his and Nate's house and drank some apple vodka...yum. Was drunk and we went to the club to see Elena my old roommate perform. She was FABULOUS! She did Hollaback Girl, and she did well. I miss it being out, I'm glad I'm back. I saw Austin, and Chris, and Eric & Jared, and EDMUND! I miss Edmund a lot. He had his roommate with him, and she is so adorable. I think he said she was a lesbian, but I don't remember. I really do miss Edmund. He's da bomb. I have to have Heather come out with me one night...YOU HEAR THAT HEATHER!
Anyway, I'm tired, it's almost 3 and I have to be at work at 12:30. I am going to go pass out watching Hot Shots.
Night night world.
JULIO YOU STILL HAVEN'T CALLED ME!
I'm still the same Noah...
NoahDW
ndwatson @ 02:51 am |
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You won't get to see the tears I cry...
Cause they don't exist. I've only cried once. I have realized after all of this how strong of a person I really am. I'm sure all of you out there think that what I just said it bullshit, but I know it. I've also realized how much I cuss these days...so bad...so trashy. I'm working on my language but with the way things happen with me, I doubt anything will change.
I was just looking at my 'medal' from my last year of winterguard. "Bright Lights". What a tough season for me mentally, and I struggled physically. I know I have said some bad things on this blog, and I have also been in a bad relationship for the past eight months. I'm not blaming my actions on that, I just think I wasn't seeing clearly. They people that have worked with me were and still are dedicated to what they do and are passionate about it, otherwise they wouldn't of done it. I messed a lot of that up with my childish actions at UT. I wish I could turn back the clock. I'm glad I still get to work with guard this year at Carter, you don't understand how ecstatic I am. I have dissappointed so many people, and I honestly with I could take back some of the things I have said. I didn't mean to ruin friendships that I had. I have spent a lot of time thinking over the past few days about my entire life and I realized for awhile I was just spitting out whatever I felt, and not thinking about it, and that has kicked me in the ass so many time.
This is my apology for everything wrong that I have said. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. All of you, and you know who you are.
I just saw Kelly Clarkson's new video for 'Behind These Hazel Eyes' and it is one of the best music videos I have seen in awhile. I don't like her hair color in the video, but I'll deal. ;) I have spent the past few days talking to all the friends I dropped for him. I have apologized to all of them, and I feel so bad for doing what I did, but I was blinded by some fake wall of fake promises. Blinded by fraud and lies. I have grown from it and I know I won't make the same mistake again, we both know.
I feel a song coming on, I may be writing tomorrow at work. Which speaking of is going pretty well, I've been getting about 40 hours a week each week. Good money! Wish I were full time, but I am taking on more responsibility with what I do at work, and the things I do. I'm glad Stephanie is putting the trust in me to do it. She knows I'm good for it though because if she asks me to do something she knows I will. I am one of the if not the most dedicated person in that department, but that's another story. We are getting a new phone tomorrow. It's for Sprint, it's the Sanyo VI-2300, I'm so excited.
Heather came and got two new phones, one for her and one for her dad. I'm so excited I can talk to her all I want now. IN-Calling is great! She also has unlimited IN- PIX/TXT/FLIX. I have to add that to mine, but I have to cancel the second line and pay the cancellation fee first. Then I'm going to change my plan, since I'm getting a phone from work. I'm going to go on the $39.99 America's Choice II Pla with 450 anytime minutes, unlimited IN, and unlimited nights & weekends. I'm also going to add the $9.99 package with Unlimited IN PIX/TXT/FLIX. I think I get an additional 300 messages to other customers. Woo! I want to get a new phone too. I think I'm going to get the VX7000, because that and Heather's phone both have FLIX so we could send each other video. How festive!
Anyway, I'm out, I have to open tomorrow and I have to be up in 4 hours. Ugh. Just to let you all now, no names changes will take effect, and JULIO NEEDS TO CALL ME!
Later days (and nights)
NoahDW
...I'm Gone
ndwatson @ 03:54 am |
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What you see's not what you get
With you, there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes, they sparkled
That’s all changed into lies
That drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
Sometimes shattered, never open
Nothing matters when you're broken
That was me, whenever I was with you
Always ending, always over
Back and forth, up and down, like a roller coaster
I am breaking that habit today
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There is no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hit and walk away
Cause I'm gone
Doesn’t matter what you do
It’s what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That's just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Ooh, I'm already gone
Already gone
I'm gone
Oh lord, so much has happened in the past couple days. Being with the KPD until 2am. Umm, the Circus...
Matt and I are no longer together. I don't want to tell the story on here, cause I don't want to create drama.
Work is going good, Heather came in and got a new phone, I love her to death! Woo!
Anyway, that is my theme so for the moment.
Lata.
NoahDW
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Name: Noah Age: 19 Birthday: 7-25-86 Food: Mac & Cheese Music: Jim Verraros, Kelly Clarkson, EVERYTHING on my iPod Job: Lead Wireless Expert for Best Buy Hobbies: Listening/Writing Music, Eating, Colorguard, Winterguard, Dancing, Cheer This is the book
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