I'm sitting in IS 102.  I'm glad I am in this class because it's ridiculously easy.  For this it's like, 'How To Turn On A Computer 102'.  Easy 'A', which it's all about biotches.  We are learning about HTML.

I haven't been around much.  Well, I have, just not here.  On myspace HERE. That's where I live my life.  Well, that and at home with Eric.  If you want to keep up with me, do it there.  I am going to update this every so often.  Like once a year/month.  Haha. 

Anyway, I think he's going to let us out early.  So I'm gonna rocket.  I am, as usual, going to leave you with a song.  This song is sorta for like old times sake.  Since I'm still hurting on the inside.  Not very much anymore because Eric has been there to help me heal, and shoed me I can love again, but sometimes it still hurts...

"Outside"
Jim Verraros

You wanted to break me
You thought you should make me understand
And your words - they cut so deep
'cause you won't let me be who i am
You took something away from me
And gave me an empty space all alone

Did you know that you pushed me to the outside?
Did you know that you cut me on the inside?
If you could only read my mind, you'd see you made me feel
Alone on the inside, alone on the outside

You thought you could break me
You all in circles and me without walls
With your pointed fingers and stories made up
And me pretending it didn't hurt at all
You took something away from me
And made me so used to being alone

Did you know that you pushed me to the outside?
Did you know that you cut me on the inside?
If you could only read my mind, you'd see you made me feel
Alone on the inside, alone on the outside

So where did you go, where are you now?
Where are you now that i've got my crowd?
Where are your so called friends to help you take a shot?
What i did to you, i'll neverknow
And what you did to me, i'll never show
Now you know how it feels to be all alone

Did you know that you pushed me to the outside?
Did you know that you cut me on the inside?
If you could only read my mind, you'd see you made me feel
Alone on the inside, alone on the outside